Because the world needed one more blog to be born into it...

I have Blog(S)...

Yes, that's right, plural. "Blogii", if you will:

One blog is a testament to how twisted a mind can get when it's not taken care of and nurtured with love and kindness. Good people suffered and were named in this blog, it's the "before" image of who I was and how I thought before I took control of my life. I'm lucky I did it when I did it - I see the track I was on and it would have ended with the last post being from a loved one explaining to the world what horrible thing could have happened...

One Blog is the "what did I do and how did I feel this week?" Standard and common, it truly took off during and after therapy untwisted me. It's started off as a weight loss blog and became much more than that. It's a mix of everything really and everything that has happened in the last couple of years. It's a collage of who I am, what I do, and what I deal with on a weekly basis....

And now we have this one. I'm pushing for this to be the "scratchdisk" blog. Come up with a philosophy and run with it. Work out/write out a problem and post a solution I find later. This is not necesserily a deep blog. This is more documenting how I think and what I'm thinking about. I see bits and pieces, positive famous quotes, suggested readings, etc etc etc.

We'll start with today:

Current issues:
Making a plan and sticking with it,
Weight gain
Food as self-medication,
Drowning in debt...

Goals this week:
Research and decide on a course of action for debts
Start exercising again,
Decide on Lexapro after working out for a week
Plan out my down time and refuse some jobs this week